My updates for you =)

Hello my bloggy blog.

I'm so sorry for abandoning you for such a looooooooonnng time.

Anyway, let's see what updates I have.

Hmm.

Hmm.

See! As usual I don't know where and how to start.

Gosh...

Nevermind. I'll just update the most recent one which is me doing my internship at DHL, Menara Axis.

Wait. It's not that recent also cause I started early of June ^^

Ok ok. Got got. The most recent is me attending dearrie's convo at KTAR last Sunday. I was there late so I didn't get to see him before I register. Just saw him when he enter the hall =)

The worst part was his name is towards the end. Adui!! His brother and I were yawning away but I kept myself busy with the new Blueberry Ice Cream Oreo ^^ *fats* =)

His mom and youngest bro reached when it was towards the end of the ceremony.

Then *snap and snap and snap* in the hall cause outside raining =( What a day.

Then, waited for his 2nd brother to arrive to snap some more. Wait so long ah. True Malaysian with Malaysian timing la. GGrrrr.

After he reached, snap few more pics then left the college. We all took LRT home and I got down at KL Central to change to KTM and dear with his family continue the journey till Taman Jaya station.

So that's all the updates I have so far.

Below are some pics for your viewing purposes.

Good day peeps. Toodles

Me likey this the most =)

His mom and brothers

His mommy say this picture look like we are registering for marriage only. LOL!

We're all in red. I didn't notice until me dear told me =)

I got my shoes!

Yes! I got the shoe I wanted. I had a few in mind and last Saturday I went to 1U with mommy and sis and bring them to the shops which I saw those nice shoes. Out of all, mommy said the best one was one from Charles & Keith and the other one from Summit. Charles & Keith one was pretty expensive for me since I spend much on clothes already. It was RM149.90. The one in Summit was RM89.90. Both of them also nice. No doubt that the more expensive one is more classier. So I decided to buy the one at Summit after a few thoughts. Went to the sales guy..guess what? Left display set. Nvm. Tried it on...tak boleh la. One side tight one side let ppl try till loose..

Then, we continue to walk around and see if other place have nicer ones and suddenly mommy said Giant, KD there got 1 Summit. Yes! Shall go there to check out before I buy the Charles & Keith one. So we went there yesterday, ta daaa..they have them. Hooray! Hooray! =D They left 2 pairs. 1 new one and 1 display set. I tried on the new one. Damn! Something wrong with the back flap on the left side. So I ask the salesgirl to get me the display set but only the left side since people only try the right one so means the left one is still good. Indeed it is. So without hesitating, I took the display set punya left side and the new set punya right side and paid the cash. *jeng jeng* Happiness. I just love shoessss :D Also, I bought a purple canvas shoe at the Bata warehouse at Damansara Perdana for only RM15. Not bad. Am wearing it now :) So here comes my new shoes.

Next will be Shoesss

SEGi University College, Kota Damansara's wi-fi at the cafeteria have been an arse to me lately.. Its connected but I just can't go to any website. Grrr!! So now, here I am at OTWC at Paramount Garden just below my mommy's working place. So much better.

Yesterday, mua bibiboy accompanied me to Times Square to get my clothing for the goth photoshoot. I went to a few of the lala shops, didn't see anything which is sexy and bold enough (instead it was all plain lala and cheap but cost RM100++), so I end up just buying a black shorts with a black top (I really like the top =D), the elbow length lala gloves, liquid eyeliner, dark coloured lipstick, dark coloured nail polish, and a hairband with a hat, a small veil, and some feather attached to it. All these cost me more than RM100 already. Some more haven't buy shoes leh. GG la. I saw a straight cut jeans which I like so much after trying and could not resist so I bought it. It's RM69. Ok la. Hope it'll last long. Hmmm.. My shorts, I couldn't find the leather type...or else it'll be great because my top is simple yet it don't look cheap. But things never turned out fine. The shop that sell them are out of stock and another shop which have the silk type so it shines a bit had ONLY pink. :'( Why? Why don't have black?? *sob sob* Never mind la. Hope everything will turn out right after I wear the whole suit with the complete make up. *fingers crossed*

the blouse (front view)

back view (the area inside the pink circle is empty) =D

my shorts

the lala gloves

the hairband from Sinma which cost RM29
(mommy ask me to wear to functions next time..LOL)

me jeans (the thread lining are all GOLD) =D

Why block Facebook?

I'm now at 1U sitting in front of the grand piano. I'm so tired of walking already because I have to carry my sister's big baby and it's making my shoulders hurt. I was suppose to leave it in mommy's office before I go for class today but unfortunately, I didn't even go to mommy's office because her car battery sei for this morning. =(

So, I took a bus from my house to Kepong Central thinking that I might have a chance the 7.30am bus to go 1U but before I reach I saw the bus passed from the opposite direction =( Bad luck nia. Waited for another hour for the bus. When the bus reach, those freaking foreigners rush to the queue as if they were blind and can't see people queueing in front of them. Thankfully, the bus driver was strict enough. He didn't open the door until they queue...and of course those fools try to squeeze into their queue without caring those who came first. Then there was one who didn't manage to squeeze himself because it was already like back to back. Then, he came and stand beside me trying to cut in front of me. The other guy behind me also try to cut my queue. Luckily I was having my sis baby. I used it to move my way to the front and he stopped. The other guy who came from the front was still trying to cut my queue at that time. I tahan until the fire came out already. I gather my guts and said firmly "Beratur lah!" Then he only go to the back queue. diu! You think you foreigners are the only one who wants to board the bus meh? Others also going to work and class also wat. knnccb ah.

Anyway, topic closed. I was window shopping for my shoes for the upcoming photoshoot. Saw a few not too bad and the price ranging from RM90-110. Why are gladiator shoes so freaking expensive? =( This month must take bread to coll only already la. Have to buy clothes some more. And..and..and..I saw a bag from Momoe which I liked once I saw it. RM70 leh! I gave hint to my darling hopefully he knows what to do la. Haha

Then, not long ago, my sis ask me to check out price for her stuff. I tell her my legs and shoulders are aching I can't help her. I might just faint anytime.

And that is why I'm here sitting down blogging. The freaking wifi block FB and YouTube. How can you people do that? *sigh* .. *disappointed*

I am interested in modeling ^^

Oh dear, how long have I neglected my bloggy blog? To those who are reading, so sorry about that. I haven’t got the time to blog when I feel like blogging. But when I have the time, I don’t feel like blogging? How to curb this feeling huh? It doesn’t happen just once or twice but it occur so often that I’m so lazy to blog already. Another reason is that I’m hooked to fb that I don’t even login to this bloggy blog of mine. Hmm..

Anyway, let me browse through my pictures first since I’m so blank now.

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Ok, I think I’m going to start with the most recent one which happened last Sunday. This thing happened all thanks to my friends who “Liked” my photo in the contest of Now Modeling. Let me explain how this contest works. First of all, I just had to upload a picture of me or even my friends but I decided to upload my picture only. So then for one whole week I have to get my friends to “like” my picture and if I have the highest like for that week, I will win a few prizes. The prizes are

• Profile shoot by EOS DSLR - M'sia (with makeup provided) + 2 8R photos
• 2 Exclusive Preview movie tickets for 2 most voted fan by Cinema Online
• DashingDune.com RM15 cash vouchers
• 1 Exclusive Movie Merchandise from Outpost Cafe
• Posing module worth RM180
• Stand a chance to be the Face of Now Modeling
  

So, on the 13th of March, I went for the posing module with Penny (which is the 3rd week winner and I’m the fourth by the way) at Broadwalk Modeling Academy. During this module, we learnt how to put on our make-up step by step as well as how to pose for pictures. Pictures here do not mean just those studio shots but in every single picture in general. Did a lot of stretching during this module and got home with a backache. However, I think it was overall a great experience.

Followed by this was my photoshoot which was held in TTDI park last Sunday. There were about 12-15 photographers who came and they are people from the Canon EOS fan page from fb. The 5th week winner from the Now Modeling contest, Kim, and another part-time model of Canon EOS group, Alexandra, was there too with me for the photoshoot. It started around 9.30am and ended around 1pm or so. The photographers were divided into 3 groups and Kim, Alex, and myself are rotated within these 3 groups. It was my first time doing an outdoor photoshoot and first time working with all of these photographers.

To be honest, from the outcome of the photos posted by the photographers, I am not as good as Kim and Alex but I am proud of myself that I manage to make it. It will be obvious that mine was not as good as them when you see it but I think I did my best that day though. I’m sure not all are perfect when it is their first time. So, I’m happy with what I did. Here are some of the pictures which were taken that day.
During the whole shoot, I felt least comfortable when I did with the second group of photographers. No doubt he was a little aggressive and it was my first time so I felt pressured and lost confidence that moment. I did get a few nice shots although I felt uncomfortable with the photographer.

Behind the scene
With Jin Lee (one of the photographers)

The best part was, the same photographer who made me felt uncomfortable contacted me through fb and apologize. Besides that, he said something which I did not expected AT ALL. Seriously…not at all. I still can’t believe he told me that. He said, from what he had seen yesterday when working with me, to him I was an innocent and sweet girl and that is very rare in models. Then, a discussion came in. This photographer and another photographer said they want to work with me again because they see some potential in me. Now, the worst part is….they want to do a goth photoshoot with me. I told them it is so not me and it might be hard for me to do because I’m afraid I can’t bring out the goth feeling which I do not have in me. And they said, EXACTLY! They want to turn my personality the other way round. Plus, if a sweet girl who can portray a goth effect, it will be superb and the outcome will be abstract. So we discussed about all the arrangements and everything and they said the shoot might be in 2 weeks time. I’m excited about it and nervous at the same time. Oh, please wish me luck =)

Another worst part is….I have to go to Times Square…….go to those lala shop (NO offence)…and get myself a sexy cool lala outfit! WTH?!?! Really can’t imagine I’m even going to enter the shop, put on the clothes, and take out $$ from my purse to buy something which I don’t like…eeeeeeee…..lala lala lala…That outfit is so gonna go under my bed after the photoshoot. Now imagine the picture below is me.

ROFL! While discussing with the photographers, I said I wonder how would I look like in it. Then, one of the 2 photographers also said he wonders. Haha. Don’t…please don’t imagine.

Smokey gothic eyes + Maroon/Dark red lipstick + Lala clothes = Nicole? Nooooooo..not me….

A person's life

In April, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah on her 70+ birthday.. Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older.
And, there on television, she said it was 'exciting...'

Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day.....like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first. (LOL)

The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words!

Maya Angelou said this:
'I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.'

'I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.'

'I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.'

'I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'

'I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.'

'I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back...'

'I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.'

'I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.' (what'sthissupposetomean?)

'I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back....'

'I've learned that I still have a lot to learn..'

'I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.'



So, go on and live your life as if it was your last day and made full use of it without regretting it later..and this is what I need to learn most!

I'm going crazy soon

There isn't a guy in this world
Who can make me feel the way you do,
Who can get me smiling in just one word,
Who can touch my soul,
And make me whole.
There isn't a guy in this world,
Who would ever stand a chance,
Because together is where we belong,
You have got me in a trance,
You mesmerize my soul,
With just the sound of your voice,
You touch my heart,
and you make me whole.
Even though we haven't got a choice,
We have to wait until fate gives us a start,
When we won't have to be apart,
Life is so unfair,
When it comes to the human heart,
It takes a second to fall in love,
But feels like forever when we're apart.

I can't wait to see you,
to be with you,
to feel the warmth wrapped around me,
to feel your heartbeat,
to feel your soft tender lips against mine.

Bibi, I'm gonna go crazy soon missing you day and night, every hour, minute, and second...

P/S I LOVE YOU