I'm now at 1U sitting in front of the grand piano. I'm so tired of walking already because I have to carry my sister's big baby and it's making my shoulders hurt. I was suppose to leave it in mommy's office before I go for class today but unfortunately, I didn't even go to mommy's office because her car battery sei for this morning. =(
So, I took a bus from my house to Kepong Central thinking that I might have a chance the 7.30am bus to go 1U but before I reach I saw the bus passed from the opposite direction =( Bad luck nia. Waited for another hour for the bus. When the bus reach, those freaking foreigners rush to the queue as if they were blind and can't see people queueing in front of them. Thankfully, the bus driver was strict enough. He didn't open the door until they queue...and of course those fools try to squeeze into their queue without caring those who came first. Then there was one who didn't manage to squeeze himself because it was already like back to back. Then, he came and stand beside me trying to cut in front of me. The other guy behind me also try to cut my queue. Luckily I was having my sis baby. I used it to move my way to the front and he stopped. The other guy who came from the front was still trying to cut my queue at that time. I tahan until the fire came out already. I gather my guts and said firmly "Beratur lah!" Then he only go to the back queue. diu! You think you foreigners are the only one who wants to board the bus meh? Others also going to work and class also wat. knnccb ah.
Anyway, topic closed. I was window shopping for my shoes for the upcoming photoshoot. Saw a few not too bad and the price ranging from RM90-110. Why are gladiator shoes so freaking expensive? =( This month must take bread to coll only already la. Have to buy clothes some more. And..and..and..I saw a bag from Momoe which I liked once I saw it. RM70 leh! I gave hint to my darling hopefully he knows what to do la. Haha
Then, not long ago, my sis ask me to check out price for her stuff. I tell her my legs and shoulders are aching I can't help her. I might just faint anytime.
And that is why I'm here sitting down blogging. The freaking wifi block FB and YouTube. How can you people do that? *sigh* .. *disappointed*
Monday, March 29, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
I am interested in modeling ^^
Oh dear, how long have I neglected my bloggy blog? To those who are reading, so sorry about that. I haven’t got the time to blog when I feel like blogging. But when I have the time, I don’t feel like blogging? How to curb this feeling huh? It doesn’t happen just once or twice but it occur so often that I’m so lazy to blog already. Another reason is that I’m hooked to fb that I don’t even login to this bloggy blog of mine. Hmm..
Anyway, let me browse through my pictures first since I’m so blank now.
Ok, I think I’m going to start with the most recent one which happened last Sunday. This thing happened all thanks to my friends who “Liked” my photo in the contest of Now Modeling. Let me explain how this contest works. First of all, I just had to upload a picture of me or even my friends but I decided to upload my picture only. So then for one whole week I have to get my friends to “like” my picture and if I have the highest like for that week, I will win a few prizes. The prizes are
So, on the 13th of March, I went for the posing module with Penny (which is the 3rd week winner and I’m the fourth by the way) at Broadwalk Modeling Academy. During this module, we learnt how to put on our make-up step by step as well as how to pose for pictures. Pictures here do not mean just those studio shots but in every single picture in general. Did a lot of stretching during this module and got home with a backache. However, I think it was overall a great experience.
Followed by this was my photoshoot which was held in TTDI park last Sunday. There were about 12-15 photographers who came and they are people from the Canon EOS fan page from fb. The 5th week winner from the Now Modeling contest, Kim, and another part-time model of Canon EOS group, Alexandra, was there too with me for the photoshoot. It started around 9.30am and ended around 1pm or so. The photographers were divided into 3 groups and Kim, Alex, and myself are rotated within these 3 groups. It was my first time doing an outdoor photoshoot and first time working with all of these photographers.
To be honest, from the outcome of the photos posted by the photographers, I am not as good as Kim and Alex but I am proud of myself that I manage to make it. It will be obvious that mine was not as good as them when you see it but I think I did my best that day though. I’m sure not all are perfect when it is their first time. So, I’m happy with what I did. Here are some of the pictures which were taken that day.
During the whole shoot, I felt least comfortable when I did with the second group of photographers. No doubt he was a little aggressive and it was my first time so I felt pressured and lost confidence that moment. I did get a few nice shots although I felt uncomfortable with the photographer.
Behind the scene
With Jin Lee (one of the photographers)
The best part was, the same photographer who made me felt uncomfortable contacted me through fb and apologize. Besides that, he said something which I did not expected AT ALL. Seriously…not at all. I still can’t believe he told me that. He said, from what he had seen yesterday when working with me, to him I was an innocent and sweet girl and that is very rare in models. Then, a discussion came in. This photographer and another photographer said they want to work with me again because they see some potential in me. Now, the worst part is….they want to do a goth photoshoot with me. I told them it is so not me and it might be hard for me to do because I’m afraid I can’t bring out the goth feeling which I do not have in me. And they said, EXACTLY! They want to turn my personality the other way round. Plus, if a sweet girl who can portray a goth effect, it will be superb and the outcome will be abstract. So we discussed about all the arrangements and everything and they said the shoot might be in 2 weeks time. I’m excited about it and nervous at the same time. Oh, please wish me luck =)
Another worst part is….I have to go to Times Square…….go to those lala shop (NO offence)…and get myself a sexy cool lala outfit! WTH?!?! Really can’t imagine I’m even going to enter the shop, put on the clothes, and take out $$ from my purse to buy something which I don’t like…eeeeeeee…..lala lala lala…That outfit is so gonna go under my bed after the photoshoot. Now imagine the picture below is me.
ROFL! While discussing with the photographers, I said I wonder how would I look like in it. Then, one of the 2 photographers also said he wonders. Haha. Don’t…please don’t imagine.
Smokey gothic eyes + Maroon/Dark red lipstick + Lala clothes = Nicole? Nooooooo..not me….
Anyway, let me browse through my pictures first since I’m so blank now.
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Ok, I think I’m going to start with the most recent one which happened last Sunday. This thing happened all thanks to my friends who “Liked” my photo in the contest of Now Modeling. Let me explain how this contest works. First of all, I just had to upload a picture of me or even my friends but I decided to upload my picture only. So then for one whole week I have to get my friends to “like” my picture and if I have the highest like for that week, I will win a few prizes. The prizes are
- Profile shoot by EOS DSLR - M'sia (with makeup provided) + 2 8R photos
- 2 Exclusive Preview movie tickets for 2 most voted fan by Cinema Online
- DashingDune.com RM15 cash vouchers
- 1 Exclusive Movie Merchandise from Outpost Cafe
- Posing module worth RM180
- Stand a chance to be the Face of Now Modeling
Followed by this was my photoshoot which was held in TTDI park last Sunday. There were about 12-15 photographers who came and they are people from the Canon EOS fan page from fb. The 5th week winner from the Now Modeling contest, Kim, and another part-time model of Canon EOS group, Alexandra, was there too with me for the photoshoot. It started around 9.30am and ended around 1pm or so. The photographers were divided into 3 groups and Kim, Alex, and myself are rotated within these 3 groups. It was my first time doing an outdoor photoshoot and first time working with all of these photographers.
To be honest, from the outcome of the photos posted by the photographers, I am not as good as Kim and Alex but I am proud of myself that I manage to make it. It will be obvious that mine was not as good as them when you see it but I think I did my best that day though. I’m sure not all are perfect when it is their first time. So, I’m happy with what I did. Here are some of the pictures which were taken that day.
During the whole shoot, I felt least comfortable when I did with the second group of photographers. No doubt he was a little aggressive and it was my first time so I felt pressured and lost confidence that moment. I did get a few nice shots although I felt uncomfortable with the photographer.
Behind the scene
With Jin Lee (one of the photographers)
The best part was, the same photographer who made me felt uncomfortable contacted me through fb and apologize. Besides that, he said something which I did not expected AT ALL. Seriously…not at all. I still can’t believe he told me that. He said, from what he had seen yesterday when working with me, to him I was an innocent and sweet girl and that is very rare in models. Then, a discussion came in. This photographer and another photographer said they want to work with me again because they see some potential in me. Now, the worst part is….they want to do a goth photoshoot with me. I told them it is so not me and it might be hard for me to do because I’m afraid I can’t bring out the goth feeling which I do not have in me. And they said, EXACTLY! They want to turn my personality the other way round. Plus, if a sweet girl who can portray a goth effect, it will be superb and the outcome will be abstract. So we discussed about all the arrangements and everything and they said the shoot might be in 2 weeks time. I’m excited about it and nervous at the same time. Oh, please wish me luck =)
Another worst part is….I have to go to Times Square…….go to those lala shop (NO offence)…and get myself a sexy cool lala outfit! WTH?!?! Really can’t imagine I’m even going to enter the shop, put on the clothes, and take out $$ from my purse to buy something which I don’t like…eeeeeeee…..lala lala lala…That outfit is so gonna go under my bed after the photoshoot. Now imagine the picture below is me.
ROFL! While discussing with the photographers, I said I wonder how would I look like in it. Then, one of the 2 photographers also said he wonders. Haha. Don’t…please don’t imagine.
Smokey gothic eyes + Maroon/Dark red lipstick + Lala clothes = Nicole? Nooooooo..not me….
Friday, March 19, 2010
A person's life
In April, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah on her 70+ birthday.. Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older.
And, there on television, she said it was 'exciting...'
Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day.....like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first. (LOL)
The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words!
Maya Angelou said this:
'I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.'
'I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.'
'I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.'
'I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'
'I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.'
'I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back...'
'I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.'
'I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.' (what'sthissupposetomean?)
'I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back....'
'I've learned that I still have a lot to learn..'
'I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.'
So, go on and live your life as if it was your last day and made full use of it without regretting it later..and this is what I need to learn most!
And, there on television, she said it was 'exciting...'
Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day.....like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first. (LOL)
The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words!
Maya Angelou said this:
'I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.'
'I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.'
'I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.'
'I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'
'I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.'
'I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back...'
'I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.'
'I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.' (what'sthissupposetomean?)
'I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back....'
'I've learned that I still have a lot to learn..'
'I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.'
So, go on and live your life as if it was your last day and made full use of it without regretting it later..and this is what I need to learn most!
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
I'm going crazy soon
There isn't a guy in this world
Who can make me feel the way you do,
Who can get me smiling in just one word,
Who can touch my soul,
And make me whole.
There isn't a guy in this world,
Who would ever stand a chance,
Because together is where we belong,
You have got me in a trance,
You mesmerize my soul,
With just the sound of your voice,
You touch my heart,
and you make me whole.
Even though we haven't got a choice,
We have to wait until fate gives us a start,
When we won't have to be apart,
Life is so unfair,
When it comes to the human heart,
It takes a second to fall in love,
But feels like forever when we're apart.
I can't wait to see you,
to be with you,
to feel the warmth wrapped around me,
to feel your heartbeat,
to feel your soft tender lips against mine.
Bibi, I'm gonna go crazy soon missing you day and night, every hour, minute, and second...
P/S I LOVE YOU
Who can make me feel the way you do,
Who can get me smiling in just one word,
Who can touch my soul,
And make me whole.
There isn't a guy in this world,
Who would ever stand a chance,
Because together is where we belong,
You have got me in a trance,
You mesmerize my soul,
With just the sound of your voice,
You touch my heart,
and you make me whole.
Even though we haven't got a choice,
We have to wait until fate gives us a start,
When we won't have to be apart,
Life is so unfair,
When it comes to the human heart,
It takes a second to fall in love,
But feels like forever when we're apart.
I can't wait to see you,
to be with you,
to feel the warmth wrapped around me,
to feel your heartbeat,
to feel your soft tender lips against mine.
Bibi, I'm gonna go crazy soon missing you day and night, every hour, minute, and second...
P/S I LOVE YOU
Our love
Even though I am far from you..
I love you with all my strength.
Ask the sleepless nights I've spent for you..
Ask the miles I've walked for you..
Ask the kilometres that
my love travels every second
Ask every single drop of tear I've shed for you..
Ask every drop of blood that
came through my nose..
Ask all the days I've gone without eating..
Ask every single day since I've known you..
how much love I've given you.
Not just a gift bought on the
eve of Valentine's day and given..
My love has been nurtured,
cherished and offered to you..
I've never made you feel bad on any day..
Then try to buy you the next day..
I've really given my best
I'm powered by your love..
And fueled by the belief that we're meant to be.
I didn't give you diamonds today though I could.
because I'm instead giving you my true love
and all that's mine is yours too..
More precious than any
diamond in the world is..
Swearing on my life to fight for you.
What I've given you cannot wear and show
You can only feel and cherish for yourself.
Gift me your belief in that
we'll be together forever
Your belief in the battle I am mounting..
Gift me your sincerity
Gift me your trust
Show me you are faithful to me..
I will stand by you, stand up for you.
On some days you will feel discouraged..
You will be tempted by the evil..
You will lose hope.
But remember, you sink I sink with you too.
But I won't let go.
I won't give up the fight, I'll go the distance.
I love you with all my strength.
Ask the sleepless nights I've spent for you..
Ask the miles I've walked for you..
Ask the kilometres that
my love travels every second
Ask every single drop of tear I've shed for you..
Ask every drop of blood that
came through my nose..
Ask all the days I've gone without eating..
Ask every single day since I've known you..
how much love I've given you.
Not just a gift bought on the
eve of Valentine's day and given..
My love has been nurtured,
cherished and offered to you..
I've never made you feel bad on any day..
Then try to buy you the next day..
I've really given my best
I'm powered by your love..
And fueled by the belief that we're meant to be.
I didn't give you diamonds today though I could.
because I'm instead giving you my true love
and all that's mine is yours too..
More precious than any
diamond in the world is..
Swearing on my life to fight for you.
What I've given you cannot wear and show
You can only feel and cherish for yourself.
Gift me your belief in that
we'll be together forever
Your belief in the battle I am mounting..
Gift me your sincerity
Gift me your trust
Show me you are faithful to me..
I will stand by you, stand up for you.
On some days you will feel discouraged..
You will be tempted by the evil..
You will lose hope.
But remember, you sink I sink with you too.
But I won't let go.
I won't give up the fight, I'll go the distance.
Monday, March 8, 2010
PS I Love You
Bibi, I MISS YOU..although it's just your second day there..
Faster get done with your job and come backkkkk!!
Hit that target together with Sam and Steve ya :)
GAMBATEH!!!
P/S I LOVE YOU! =)
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